Haishx.

I am so sianx.

First, it is so hard to find job. And, my dad very stubborn. I really dunno how to deal with him.

Second, i am really afraid for my O level. Everybody say i am very relax. But that's wrong. I know that i didnt score well. I didnt even read finsih the tb. It's like others are even working harder than me. I really need god to bless me.

THird, i have no money! this is a veri serious problem. As you all know, i am quite a big size, so i need money to buy food. I've been treating my stomach well. $15 per meal. OMG! Need to work to get the money. BUT... my dad. sianx. HE said i would get cheated and so on. In additional, i still have some family problems.

Fourth, about band. I dunno wanna to go back for the JBP concert. It's like very extra lohx. Stepped down le still perform. PLus i have a long time didnt touch the flute. But i would go to the concert. Every band members, CHOING ah! work hard. LOL.

Long time didnt update and type in english le. A little bit no fluent. Tomorrow gt interview at Sentosa. I am really nervous. Dunno wat kind of situation will happen.

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!